i wish words left unsaid would do everyone good.
i am a bad daughter and a bad sister. i should have not fought with my siblings. i should not have defend myself. i should just let them rant at me for being such a pest in the kitchen while i had good intentions of helping them to cook for the family. i should be saying sorry every minute cause i make mistakes practically almost all the time. i should not have talked on the phone or used the computer for basic purposes or let's just say, go to school. i should have just been an introvert who should not have friends. come to think of it, there's no reason why i should be living in this world, having thoughts that i am a special living being who brings even a teeny weeny small significance to everyone.
sorry if my presence is a disturbance to anyone.
i almost ended up in the hospital due to the fact that i almost got squashed up in between a lift's door. thanks to ryhan, my used to be cat-fighter, i managed to survive and still living up till now typing out horrendous words by just a click of hers on the button lift. all because i wasnt thinking straight.
im now the black sheep in the house. happy everyone?
dont worry about me, ghurls. just make me happy if you wish to see the happy side of me. not only my ghurls, everyone else who wants to see me happy. and that is if there is even anyone who wants to see me happy.
this is just half of why i was and still is suffering.
-covers face. crouching low.
