my arms hurt a hell lot. especially on the right side. all thanks to atik and lyssyah for their beating but meant to be massage. grr. atik on the left side. lyssyah on the right. so SHOOT LYSSYAH! *bang. sobs. it relleh hurts. and it's not helping much by massaging them on my own. SOBS.
family crisis. sighs. mum, im relleh sorry cause i feel im not doing my part as a daughter. i can understand what ure going thru mum. i relleh can understand. im sorry for making you waste ure energy on me. wasting ure precious saliva for just scolding me. im relleh sorry for wasting ure time trying to make me a prefect daughter. im relleh sorry.
DAD. PLEASE DO SOMETHING. SOMETHING TO MAKE THIS FAMILY A STRONGER ONE. YOU'RE THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY. SHOULDN'T YOU HAVE THAT SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY? THE FAMILY NEEDS TO EAT. WHY CANT YOU GO TO THE MARKET WITH MUM? YOU WOKE UP EARLY JUST TO WASH THE CAR? WTH. THEN YOU NEVER BOTHERED TO GO TO THE MARKET WITH MUM. YOU SPENT THE WHOLE DAY READING THE NEWSPAPERS. WHAT SHIT. I KNOW ITS GOOD BEING A KNOWLEDGEABLE PERSON. BUT HELL. YOU NEGLECTED YOUR FAMILY. YOU NEVER KNEW HOW WE FELT. ALL YOU KNEW WAS THAT YOU THINK YOU'RE GREAT AT HANDLING SUCH DOMESTIC AFFAIRS. WHEN THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT AT HOME, YOU ONLY BOTHER TO GO OUT AND BUY STUFFS FOR YOUR OWN SELF. WHAT ABOUT US? YOU NEVER CARED. YOU FEEL IT'S BETTER TO SAVE YOURSELF FIRST IN A FIRE. ISNT THAT SO? YOU OFTEN COMMENT ON OTHERS. BUT YOU NEVER REALISED YOU ARE JUST LIKE THEM. WHEN ANYBODY, MUM OR NENEK, TRIES TO TALK TO YOU AND POINT OUT WHAT WAS WRONG, YOU'LL FALL INTO A RAGE. COME ON MAN. YOU NEVER GAVE US A CHANCE TO SAY WHAT WE WANT. there's so much more i wanted to say. i never had a chance. -crys.
ohwells. that was a domestic affair. sorry to vent it out here and you guys reading it.
i love you. soccer fanatic at heart and cutesy blur kid on the surface. how cute. your words keep ringing in my head. `smiles.
i suck at essays. hurr.
okay done! mission accomplised. alot of ppl do miss me. hehs.
