i shall blog for today. for the sake of myself, cause i found the reason why i should and have to blog today. and for the sake of some other people like the chicken. the bestfren. the advisor. the imposter.
selamat tinggal kasih.
selamat tinggal sayang.
that was just a song. or should i say just two lines from a song. but im half of it. haish. "we shouldn't be calling everyday. we shouldnt be talking on the phone everyday." grahhhhhhh. you know how downcasted i felt then? i mean, you know how bad i tend to miss you when i dont hear from you. you know i'll end up being on the verge to cry. and this friday, our date was cancelled. cause you got soccer match. okay. i jsut wish you all the best for the match. but not caling you at least once a day? that's gonna be.... *sobs. OKAY. snap it out yani. what he said was right. if we call every single day, our relationship would turn out to be muak. MUAK, you know. like what they say. absence makes the heart fonder. so yeah. i shall ignore his messages and calls for a day. and we'll see. -cries. im already starting to miss you badly.
.my sweet love.
give me your hand.
and we'll down together down the obstacles.
we would always be together and happy always. =)
-translation of the song he sang to me just now over the phone. =)
FUN. HAVE
fun. have fun. HAVE FUN.-just a display on a watson tissue packet.i had fun in the afternoon. =)
so many sad things have happened at such short notice.
`him.
`i failed my bloody geog common test.
`the guy who toyed with my heart. the guy who played ard with me. is going away. im gonna miss him.
okay. i want to stop here. all i need is that all my ghurls and saiful and rafiq and kuku bestfren and anyone else to be there for me by my side starting from tomoro so that i wun feel too much of his absence. =(
