i have to blog somehow.
after looking at kuku bestfren's recent tagg, i relleh have the urge to BLOG IT. SOME people sure do miss me alot. haa.
tomorrow's mad exam. i gotta score for it man. gotta show the GIRL in me. *used the girl instead of man. LOL* during the mid-year, i think i got 5th position. I THINK LAH. cause nasir got 3rd and his overall score was not far frm mine. just by 1 or 2 marks. dang!
so suriyani. GO FOR IT BEBEH! *but oh man. im shuddering here. MUIS PSLE. MUIS PSLE. MUIS PSLE. grr. do i relleh have to do it.? do i have a choice anymore.?* snap out. i already paid 25 bucks for the registration. so, i MUST do it. so yeah. lalalala. it'll be peanuts lah eh.
yesterdae relleh din have the semangat aka enthusiasm to go for NP. i even banged my head on the table to show how much i din want to go for NP. but inthe end, went to change and finally, without realising it, i already fall-in. the training was okay lah. close to fun. we did marching all the way. learnt ke blakang pusing. KHAIRANI RAWK ON AH! hehs. lucky my grp were all made up of potential cadets. not like faizah and amira 1/8. =x
and fil. you dont have any right to ask me abt my social life. if HE wants to know, please tell him not to get a spy or sumting. whether im still happy being single or sad being attached, it's NONE OF YOU OR HIS BUSINESS. dont ask me whether things can get okay like it used ot be with him again. nonono. it's a NO. NO. i'll drill that in your head somehow.
and finally. i have washed my hands abt that. it's a tragic end though.
this part goes out to baby.
sayang. i really love you. yes, i do. i wish our relationship wont last 1 year. but 40-50 years. we're married by then, having children and grand-children. we'll be like diyana and aaron. have a big and NICE house. sighs. i love creating dreams with you. the way you call me Ma makes me smile. LING. ayang. MA. mummie. i really loved those callings. whenever i said the 3 magical words, you always jump as a sign of joy. how we met. why we met. i really wondered. but i really am happy cause it happened. i am really happy cause you were there for me. and i was there for you. being strong for each other. you said you'd make me ure wife in years to cum. and you'll bring me over to ure house to introduce to ure parents. you relleh sound as if you were really serious and you treasured this relationship. im sorry for not being there where ure physically hurt by sum senseless creatures who dont care abt ure well-being. im relleh sorry for making you so worried each time im not telling you sumting. dear, you too okay. please. if you're feeling shitty or anything, please come to me. talk to me and tell me abt it. dun keep it to ureself. that's what you said to me too. you dn cared how others would think. you just wanted the best for us. thx ayang. thx for respecting me. i respect you too. repect you for a person who respects others. respects you for a person who loves me sho much and couldnt bear to see my heart sinking. thx darl. i love you to bits and pieces. -hugss.
