what yay-ness.
i forced myself to be cooped up at home. with my freaking owaes-getting-on-nerves lil' sis. and my dad who doesn't care about anything. but glad i did something meaningful. finding a skin for my blog but failed to do so in the end. and SCRUB the rice-cooker. it was not easy okayy.
and i spent 10 whole minutes washing the dishes plus the rice cooker? grr. i lost to him lah.
andd yeah. i realised something. i was different from how i was in the past. my advisor told me i was happi-go-lucky now. and so did my ghurls. it wasnt easy changing myself. my ghurls relleh shoot me on the head with their harsh words. and so i changed. from a pessimistic ghurl to the kind of ghurl i am ritee now.
but shit happens you know. its so happen dat ever since i changed. i hurt more people then i can ever imagined. who noes, i even haf might hurt my advisor for example. i dont like it all. i dont like to hurt people. coz' i noe getting hurt HURTS. soo i did rather get hurt than to let other people who i love get hurt. COMPLICATED huh?
and yeahh. let's blogg abt other stuff. i love alot of ppl. my family who brought me up. my ghurls who never cease to make me think i was not alone in this world. my other beloved frens who make up life. my advisor who makes me think im somone in this world. seriously. i wouldnt know what will happen if they weren't here. I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS.
let's talk about my advisor since he's one of a kind.
you know. ever since i knew him. chatted with him. got closer to him. things changed. my life became so much meaningful. he made me feel at least i got someone to talk to and turn to whenever i had to. he helped me alot facing all the problems i had. he helped me broke something that i had to after 7 months of enduring it. he owaes make it a point to see my personal counter and he owaes haf sumting to sae. he helped me ALOT in writing my freakingly idiotic 5 pgs compo. you see. he helps me alot. hey, i wish i cud haf sumone lyk him. =)
well. i'll stop here. SOMEBODY is getting a lil' bit impatient. hehs. toodles!~
