bullshit. because of one particular USED-to-be jerk whom i USED to call pathetic, idiotic, moronic and heartless, i stopped updating my blogg. and HECK CARE. but now, i seriously nid my blogg. my life esp TODAE, has bin too hectic for me to handle. too chaotic. too HARD for me to handle. it's becoz of my stoopid blardy mouth, i hurt other ppl and ME. wth. so i refuse to pour my feelings to other ppl. so my blogg. i love you. at least i dun regret not deleting you YET.
ever since the chapter about me and the USED-to-be pathetic jerk, i regarded guys as part of pieces of shit among us. they sux. SUCK BIG-TYME. but well, my principles weren't held high. and i was weak. so i changed my perspective. guys DONT suck. okayy. happie guys? well, omar helped alot actuallie. tengkiu for dat. so now when i'm fine with guys spreading ard me, things are going rong !!!
haish. i dunnoe how to express things here. i relleh nid sumone to pour out. who noes me well, will sae SURIYANI ISNT THE TYPE WHO CAN KEEP HECTIC THINGS TO HERSELF. dat's rite. i cant. ARGHHHH. please. i nid sumbodi.
from todae onwards, i will change. i will be a NEW person. a CHANGED person. whom you would never expected of.
