sick. i am rite now. *cough cough*. since yesterdae. but todae's worse. shitto larhs. shud i take cough syrup? or shudn't i? blargh. heck care ah.
todae i'm juz sho da opposite of syaf. she's happie. i'm sad. aww. we were the bez sistaz eva. but too bad it went haywire todae. she's feeling wonderfully happie cuz' she's got an admirer. hashaf affandi. kewl huh. 16-yr-old guy frm yusof ishak sec. express. juz lyk him. juz dat he's frm tanglin sec. well, usually whenever either my ghurlfrens or cuzzins haf dis lurffe stuff, i'm OWAES the one hu will get beri veri EXCITED. weird la. but i din relleh get dat excited wen i heard abt syaf. i juz dun haf the mood. sorri syaf. =(. u noe wat, syaf. i relleh feel jealous.
i'm sad. cuz' i miss my brader and him. my brader's in taiwan now for 2 weeks. dere's still 2 wks more. whoo. juz got the weird feelin. owaes took my brader frm granted. but wen i chat up wif him at msn yest for 2 hrs, i realised dat i relleh lurffe him. ahh. so mushy. eee. haha.
him.
u loved me.
u backed out.
i loved you.
u abandoned me.
deranged and distraught.
dun wanna tok abt him animore.
things are getting worse.
shit.
i dun feel lyk cuming to skool tomoro. i'm sick. i dun want to see mr rafeek's face. scared he mite burst me off wif questions while i'm sick. i'm deranged. i can't tink straight.
avriting's over.
