woke up in the morning. longing to see him. but ended up finding myself on the sofa instead. what the hell? i slept on the sofa from last nite till this morning!? bloody hell. haha. aching body. slept in the improper position hur. haha.
went to frenshen up. nuthin to eat. felt sho hungry. blargh. wen mum went out for class, finallie decided to cook instant noodles. it was half-cooked. i nid to rush for my madrasah. shitto larhs.
madrasah was boring as usual. but realised i'm reeli an angel in skool. haha. reached home abt 2.15 pm. jumped onto the sofa. feelin sho tired. ate fried rice cooked by mum which is totally +puke+. haha. sorri mum.
went onlinee at the comp. for sho long. crapped ard wif mr iman boulalao. haha. it's sho nerve-wreaking crapping ard wif him though. haha. but he made me smile. =) den got sho fuct up by mum and the ppl in da housee. i was lyk "am i da onlie one living in this pathetic house??? muz i do avriting??" stoopid la. am i a maid or wat? shitto larhs!
to him.
ure owaes on my mind.
things get hectic whenever i tink of you.
but i dun care at all.
i'm still holding onto the memories close to my heart.
i hope u'll be mine.
i will wait
juz for u.
=))
to my dearest fren.
i reeli hate wat is happening now.
i noe euu cant take it.
and u haf to reveal ure real self.
but believe me
dat we will accept euu for whoever euu are.
=))
mixed feelings. =(
